One hour had been passed since I arrived the office. Now think about what I had done so far make me feel uneasy. Most part are for listen what other says, which has nothing to do with me, and thoughts not have purposes, just randomly, not logically. Hey, this showed that I lack control for my mind, which is somewhat understable, since I lack practice. Maybe meditation. Small part are for surf the net, read news, well not news but random links, which I may have some interested it, not sure, maybe it's just a habit to spend some time. Okay write a bit make me calm a bit, I guess I should be thankful for this. Bye.