I feel my writing is bad, as you can see now. I don't have clear ideas about what to write. I don't have clear ideas. My thoughts are mess. Maybe it's just because I don't have put enough efforts into them, that mean I'm lazy. Lazy is an enemy. I don't know how to fight with it. Maybe I know, by just being not lazy... As I'm writing now, writing now mean I'm not lazy now, that's cool. I'm getting stuck, because I don't know what to write. Well I can just write what I'm thinking now. I'm thinking nothing, no that's dishonest, thinking nothing would mean I'm free. I'm not free, I have to think. Okay, guess I'm not so bad at writing. Bye for now.